Can i say something?
Sch is a waste of my time.
Today sch was such a waste.
So wasted tht i cld have stayed at hme and
slept longer or mayeb go out or maybe jus STAY
at hme.
Im so used to sleeping late.
Cause its not too long after i fell sick.
So yea.
Oh wells.Many things happened today.
For all i know is tht i was seriously horny during like wht
all the lessons in sch?
Don ask me why.
But tht!FHM card seriously can drive u nuts!
Like wht Mdm Z said.
She said it can make guys wet themselves.
Boyy thts sick.
Yes.And not forgetting Gan.
We fought haha.
As in she was bored so she kept
messing up my hair.
I swear i went nuts.
Then she said she will bite me.
As if i wont bite her back.
Oh wells.
Then she poured water on me.
I chased her arnd the 4th level.
But hello im sick.
My damn air passage in blocked.
Later i die to early.
Dont want!
So saddening.
But yep.
So i decided not to chase.
Me and mum are in gd terms alrd.
I swear im the happiest girl in the world right now.
Or mayeb just a happy daughter.
Yay.
So i guess the shopping wont be a prob.
I need clothes.
I mean its not like i dont have clothes hello!
But its just i want more.
And i want tht bloody jeans okay!
I swear i will get it by chalet.
Or atleast hope to(;
Yeah.
Ms L loves shouting my name right?
Every single thing also.
"DHARSH SHH"
Thts wht she calls me .
And at times.
"DUTCH"
Like hell,as if she named me la.
Damnit.
She and her ultra gross dressing sense.
Yea then nth else happened.
Din go for Public Speaking again.
Instead had this loooong talk w
Gan and Travis.
Yea then maced w Travis then headed hme!
Im hme before 7.
Am i suppose to be proud or whattt mans!
J
maybe i shld have?
if i had,things wld be way diff now.
but u din wait did u?
Now all u want is her.
u've got her.
I ve got nth left.
& i jus walk away pretending
i nvr knew u..
S
i jus cant click w u.
though u are ultra nice and
smart .
its jus this nth tht we have in common.
yes i felt for u.
yes i cared for u.
and hell yea i like talking to u.
i shared my probs with u.
cause i needed someone
and u were there.
the gift u gave me feels like
a farewell gift.
but is it my fault?
maybe it is.
and i feel dumb for tht.
maybe i made a mistake somewhere
along the way..
now i feel .
why cldnt i jus like u?
cause now ur gone.
and i miss you.
but fcuk only as a friend.
i NEED morn msgs!!!
i need it to get me thru the day!
i need u back in my life damnit.
why cant we jus go w the ones who love us.