Yeah back to sch today.
Alright sch was fine today.
I tell u im damn fcuked cause of my
results for tamil.
This is ridiculous la!
Wth.
I got a B3 shitass.
Same as my chem.
Which is NOT how its suppose to be.
How can?
URGH.
I tell u im frustrated.
And i flung my Eng paper like fuck.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I sweared a lot today.
And im not proud of swearing la.
Who wld be.
Im trying not to.
Cause duh its no gd!
Oh wells.
I will try!
Hmm.
I cant stand the bloody weather la.
Damn u la.
Stupid Sun.
Nobody wants u.
Give me the rain mans.
HAIS.
Life is gettting better?
Just bcos of gd results?
My ass.
Its getting worst.
I tell u ppl better not be surprise to
see me at IMH if yall happen to pass by.
I've been smiling to myself.
Getting high at the wrong times.
Going crazy.
And then aiyyerr.
Its just the same old mood swings.
But i tell u this might get dangerous.
Oh wells i think its bcos of the medication i had
for the past few days.
Cmon 12 tablets and 4 spoons of cough mixture A DAY.
Crazy yet happening.
Damn .
The taste of the bloody med fills my mouth.
Till i go drink water like some mad dehydrated shit.
Then end up w sleepless nights.
Which i hate.
Cause i go to the toilet like what more than 3 times atleast in the night.
How the hell to sleep????
urgh.
Then wake up in the morn feeling sleepy.
Nonsense sia.
Life is contradicting.
I hate it.
I dunno!
I just don get wht i want this yr at all!
Not like last yr.
Last yr was hell lot better.
But oh well.
Past is past we cant turn back time can we?
So yea though i tell myself each day.
"You've just got these stuff,so shut the
hell up and live w it"
But huullllooo!
Im the one saying this to myself.
HEH.
Like i wld listen.
BULLSHIT.
HMM.
BACK TO SCH.
That bloody Math tcher was annoying.
I hate her voice her face and her freaking attitude.
THOUGH she was wearing RED.
Whatever.
Mrs lee wears red too but hey who loves her?
Okay this is dumb.
Going crazy over red.
WTH,
call it childish?
HAHA.
Wait till u find out wht i do at hme.
Now my plan for ltr.
NTH!NTH!NTH!
Except wait till she comes hme w my dinner.
Cause i tell im like some pathtic shit.
Who ate porridge tht disgusting spoiler for
my stomach.
Yea then watch tv.
Feel liek watching KAL HO NAA HO.
All of a sudden.
I tell u feel like crying thts all.
Weird but hey thts why meet me at IMH!
YEA.
Shutup when she nags otherwise wont be able to go for chalet!
Then yea just shut up eat chocs or whatever thts left in the fridge.
I tell u my fly must have finished everything and licked the wrappers la .
when i was sick.
And obviously BED-RIDDEN!
AHHH damn tht.
DAMN.
I've been coughing like some mad dog.
Cough cough cough.
Like some barking bitch.
Fuck i hate this.
But yay.
I dun have to do PE.
Though during Pe we play badminton i prefer slacking.
Cause the world knows i suck at badminton.
Maybe even insulting tht sport.
So heng me.
Yep.
Stoning durign PE
rawks my world.
Cause our PE is like what most of the
time during the last few periods.
So obviously don feel like taking right.
See quite logical.
And somemore gotta change.
Forrr whutt?
For tht freaaking 40 mins.
Ultra crazyness.
Haha.
Okay im saying all this cause its alrd the last week of the term.
So can complain all i want.
I don have to bear w it and convince myself anymore.
Hais.
Im still not happy.
I WAANNA VENT MY ANGER ON YOU.
You stinking bitch!
Laugh somemore la!
urgh i hate u.
YAY.
IM done.
No use swearing at bitches.
Cause it wont help unless u bark like em.
Fcuk this,
we had to stay back aft sch for wht!
For some stinking Guzeng posing and then photo taking shit.
HELLO!
Do we look like fools to yall?
We got like so many other better things to do.
Fcuk ah.
Like we wanted all this shit pls.
At the end of it no thank you!
WTF.
Bloody shits.
Last min call the whole class.
At then end,end up only taking pics of two ppl.
DAMN.
I cld have took the bus!
I CLD HAVE TAKEN THAT BUSSS!!
HEARD THAT?
THHHAAT BUS!
URGH.
DAMNIT.
Wasted my bloody time there la.
Not like 2.3 has many pretty faces pls.
Oh wells.
Whatever mans.
This is rubbish and USELESS.
Just for some magazine or webpag whtt i still dun give a shit.
Why must i give a shit to things i don like?
Hello not like i don have a choice pls.
AH.
Now cause of tht!
I have no mood alrd.
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& i really hope you still want me the way i want you.