Should i be glad tht Lit is over or
be worried tht Math and Chem is not over?
Well i guess i will go for the sec one.
Cause yea im obviously worried for the two subs.
I really wanna pass Math badly.
And atleast score and b3 for Chem.
Cause i gotta do well and make myself happy.
Cause recently i have been very disappointed w myself.
In the area of friendship i think i suck.
I just cant handle it properly.
Im sorry to all those i hurt or am hurting right now.
If im hated for the way i am thts too bad and certainly cant
be helped.
But if im hated to something i did wrong,now thts bit fcuked.
WORST.Hated for something i din do or rather mistaken for doing,
thts the most fcuked ever.
I dunno why im saying these but i just cant forget certain things.
Its like a point of time u love
this person so much.
Then u hate them and crush them upside down like
shit.
And then u love them again.
Then it all starts over again.
Im speaking bout friendship here aight.
Not whtever u think it is.
Yea its like
now when i talk to them,
i feel like im hurting inside like shit.
Cause once u were part of their life and u
knew wht was gg on in their live.
But now u certainly dont.
Worst u are not even part of their life.
Now i wonder wht did all tht happen?
Happened for the gd or bad?
Good cause ive moved and found better ppl.
Or bad cause im still hanging on as a matter of fact.
I guess i shall not elaborate and think too much any further.
Lets talk bout today.
I was seriously pissed.
This goes to u aight.
I seriously dont like u like the way u think i do.
I was just playing a fool.
I wld not be so blind to act like u.
So dont u ever be so fcuked and have elephant skin
to think i wld act like u.
Or maybe the word u use "crush".
Whtever la ok.
Tht day ur bloody reaction was annoying.
Pls la laugh at wht LH did to u.
Wah piang.
FRUSTRATING!
Dumbass.
So if u act managed to find my blog and are reading this
and are feeling guilty,
I'VE HIT MY JACKPOT.
Lit was fine.
Was not too bad except tht i was practically writing super messy mans.
Cause i was rushing thru thanks to the first few mins of dreaming and
thinking od DUNNO WHAT!
Yea then went to bishan w LH ,J & C.
Went shopping for mother's day gift.
HAH.
But we ended up in PS.
And went to THE BODY SHOP.
And bought my mum this perfume.
Cass chose it haha.
But it was so nice tht i wanted to buy
but then din wanna be a naughty kid so got it for her.
Yea hope she likes it.
Laughed like shit at macs.
I tell u the guys beside our table were damn random
but HILARIOUS i tell u.
Damn bloody bunch of nerds who were
quite amusing.
HEH.
Yep then headed hme.
those times.
when things were diff.
when there was only happiness i exp.
u were there to brighten my day w ur smile.
i jus miss it all.
now.
this time.
where life seems worst than hell.
i dunno who to trust
and i ask myself wht is becoming of me each day.
am i true to myself?
or have i disappointed u?
i jus feel, feel the change.
wht wld u do if u were me?