Im opened your closed.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Back to sch.
Was sch fine?
A big yes!
Just for the lessons.
Atleast i was feeling
fine.
Not emo or any kinda tht shit.
Was talking to Shak during
CL break.
I was just talking bout
my past happenings and stuff.
Well u cant change the fact
tht all these stuff has happened.
But one fine day u'll come to know
of karma.
What goes around comes back around.

Well art was uber hilarious.
All thanks to brenda's
vivid imagination.
Lol.
And tht gayass cldn't be better.

Our physics tcher seems cool.
Just figured tht i take bus w her like
most of the morns.
Oh well abit slow eh.

Ohkay Tamil was atrocious.
Only two ppl turned up frm 2.3
I was darn pissed.
Like seriosly wth
if they can go hme so can i.
Not as if i love Tamil so much
or love the damnit class so much tht
i wld spend an hour there pls.
This is terribly sick.
Like wth.
Why cant we just have Tamil when
the rest are having their Chinese.
All i can say is those stupid
brainless freaks
are complicating everything.
So screwed tht we gotta get our ass
to stay back in sch just for TAMIL.
By then we wld alrd be out of the mood
and so.
And only SHIT happens during tht particular period.
Because we are tired and farnished nothing gets into
our tired minds.
Wth.
And then what during the CL breaks
all we do is stone?
Cause hello u cant expect us or maybe
me to act study in an environment
where there are super annoying freaks screaming their
ass off like some p6 idiots.
Prob its because its just been a few mths they have
past pri sch.
Worst than 2 yr old kids i swear.
Like they own the canteen la.
When its ur first break yea
alright it makes sense to like
make noise and stuff.
But like wht arn 12 to 2
Ure screaming like some
mental? okay tht seriously
stinks.
So yea just the first day
and i've got so much to say.

And this goes to you.
I dont give a shit
if ure older than me or whatsoever.
You just spoiled my mood for the rest of
the day.
No seriously whats w you.
That day u were sitting behind
my friend
and u acty said
something fucking nasty bout the sec 2's.
Well let me get this sraight to you
yu did past our standard once
and obviously MUST hve behaved in tht
manner u described us as.
Cause hello
how else wld u know.
Cause seriously wht to you know bout us?
Judging the whole level just by the attde of a few
shitass.
Seriously just dont appear in front of me again.
You simply have a low mentallity.
I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO.
& i strongly feel u gotta
get ur ass into learning proper vocab.
Maybe an extra yr hasnt done u any good.

Tution at 7.
And u have not done any work.
OMG,
tmr is my two lovlae
cousins bday!
One is turning 1.
The other turning 12.
Shrin and Shekinah
Cant wait to see those two
angels tmr!
But then again the thought of taking 53
all the way to bishan then all the way to sembawang
AFTER NP!
MAKES ME MAAD.
But heck whooo cares?!!
HEH.

I love u durian.

at 2:06 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

TIME FOR HOMEWORK-ING!
ITS THE LAST WEEK OF HOLS AND THERE I GO
STARTING MY FIRST WORK
FOR THE HOLS.
WELL AM USED TO IT ALRD.
JUST HOPE I DON MISS OUT ANYTHING
THIS TIME.
WAIT LTL WILL SCREAM.

Oh well tution again at 7 ltr.
Im really sick of seeing his face
like twice a week ah.
Gosh.
Anw,Just to vent
i shall say PROUDLY!!!
THAT I DID NOT WATCH A SINGLE MOVIE!
DURING THE HOLS.
So i go what the heck.
AHH.

Tag reply:

JOVEE:Yeap!cass helped act.ANW,I MISS YOU LIKE SHIT.

at 10:16 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Its just the feeling.
Oh well.
I guess i shld let go.
Cause its no use holding on
when you feel like letting go.
But its not tht easy.
Not tht easy does not mean not
possible.Its two diff things.
So yea i will try.
Actually as a matter of fact i am trying.
But im fallin even deeper.
Guess its not my time afterall.
Oh well its aight.
Cause as far as i know
time heals the pain.
I believe it does cause it healed
my past pains.

A million words wont bring u back,
cause i've tried,
neither would a million tears,
cause i've cried.

at 6:11 AM

Oh well im like finally
back hme after
a loooong weekend at grandma's.
Oh goshh i miss my BED!
Like hell ohh hell i tell you.
Oh well nth much to say.
Im really tired and kinda
upset with some stuff right now.
Ohh well.
Im really upset with my damn
weight.
Its terrible.
Goshh after all those eating.
Its aight Sch's opening anw.
Im gna stick to my priorities.
Gotta work harder this term.
Im not gna eat macs everyday.
Im gna cut down on my outings.
And LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
Stop eating for atleast a week or so.

Sch's opening eh!
Well im not sure but the rest of the
ppl but im kinda excited.

tag replies:

LH:uhhuh! Ohkay!
Penelope:DONE!
Sarah:Haha,its aight la schs gna open then u get to see the puff.
Jocleen:HELLO.
Amanda t:ALRIGHT!
zzzzzz:HAHA U ZZZZZZ POZZIBLE!

at 4:22 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

I hate gg for funerals.
But hell i got to.

BYE

at 9:43 PM

I shldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know,
howta' be fine when im not
'Cause i dont know,
howta' make a feeling stop

Just so you know this feeling's
taking control of me
And i can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you shld know i've tried
my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before i go
just so you know

It's getting hard to be arnd you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to hhide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
And i'm wondering
why i've waited so long
Looking back i realise
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here..been waiting here.

Im addicted to this song..
hmm.wonder why.

Gosh two weeks and a half weeks of
hols just gone like tht.
Well yes i did shopping but not satisfying.
The best is gg with my mum.
Cos can spend more.

Oh well.
I feel this something in me lately.
Im not bothered abt anything.
Not even anything tht has to do with me.
Im kinda scared.
I know this is weird and all but i
can't seem to understand my thoughts
and actions lately.
Oh GOD's gotta hele me through this whole
dilemma shit.
Im happy tht i have not been swearing as much
lately as well.
Maybe im not myself at all.
Yall wont know.
Try being me.
Its tougher than controlling ur shit.

just gotta say it all before i go..

at 1:40 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Oh well oh well.
I have been doing
crappy and dumb things lately.
The day before yest i went to
MUMZ DARLZ place to look after her kids.
So to get there
i shld take 58 to Bishan Mrt
then take a train down to sembawang.
But stupid me missed the stop.
Cause i was blasting the volume of my mp3
i cld not hear the"next station"
thing.Sooo
I ended up in woodlands and i din even know
it was woodlans la.
Then i tapped my card and walked.
Its weird but woodlands looks allooot like
sembawang.
Then i walked to my "surprise"
i saw the word delhifrance big big.
Then i was like huh Sun Plaza got delhifrance meh.
Then i said fuck and took the train to sembawang.
WTH.
I looked like some weirdo and ppl were staring
like has this mental lost her way?
damn.
Then yea i reached when the kids were
sleeping.
And thanks to me sneeze.
The little one got up and i got scolding frm
my grandma.
oMG.
But hello i cant control my sneeze!!
yep yep then stayed over and all tht.

Just so you know.

at 9:18 PM

Don't call
dont come by
ain't no use
dont ask me why
you'll never change
there'll be no more crying in the rain

Movin' on its my time
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,a little bit
but now im so over
I'm so over it..

at 7:48 AM

Thursday, June 7, 2007