I shldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know,
howta' be fine when im not
'Cause i dont know,
howta' make a feeling stop

Just so you know this feeling's
taking control of me
And i can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you shld know i've tried
my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before i go
just so you know

It's getting hard to be arnd you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to hhide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
And i'm wondering
why i've waited so long
Looking back i realise
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here..been waiting here.

Im addicted to this song..
hmm.wonder why.




Gosh two weeks and a half weeks of
hols just gone like tht.
Well yes i did shopping but not satisfying.
The best is gg with my mum.
Cos can spend more.

Oh well.
I feel this something in me lately.
Im not bothered abt anything.
Not even anything tht has to do with me.
Im kinda scared.
I know this is weird and all but i
can't seem to understand my thoughts
and actions lately.
Oh GOD's gotta hele me through this whole
dilemma shit.
Im happy tht i have not been swearing as much
lately as well.
Maybe im not myself at all.
Yall wont know.
Try being me.
Its tougher than controlling ur shit.






just gotta say it all before i go..