OHHMG.
Third time
my phone got confiscated.
But then again.
Got it back right away.
OHH boy i gotta stop this i tell u.
Oh i think i suck balls at physics pls.
I suck at it
Simply cause i don even want to revise it.
BECAUSE I FIND IT SUPER BORRINNGG.
But oh well i guess i shld force myself la.
Quite obviously.
HAHAHA.
EC made my day AGAIN.
OMG.GAGAAGGAGAGA
Okay i just just
just realise tht the
sec ones from this two particular
class are no.1 asshole+stalkerss.
Do i look like a spy to you Bob huh?
Crapshit man tht one.
Okayy.
The best was break la.
I tell it felt like we
were watching a hilarious comedy ah.
CAST:JOVEE GAN & BRENDA NG.
HILARIOUS man the two jokers.
Lol.
Esp ganney's
reactions were just priceless.
That whole break made us high throughout the day.
Yep.
Then after sch went opp to eat maggimee.
Hah.
W Lh, Ganney , Cass & Chang.
Over there also got high.
Thanks to one old aunty.
Whoa sexaeee!
I jus realised most of
the time when we talk abt someone
most of the time i repeat ah
we tend to see them.
So at first we were talking abt the
old lady cause last time allso
we saw her.
Then she appeared .
Then i was talking abt this hooot malay guy.
Then ltr on my way back i saw him.
He smiled and duh i smiled back.
Cool sia .
Next time i wanna see someone
i shall talk abt that person.
Okay maybe this is just craaap.
HAHA CHILLI CRAB MAKES MEEE HIGH^^^^!
Im obsessed with bread w
butter and kaya mixed.
OMg i've been eating tht for breakfast and dinner.
HAH.
Okay ofcourse not the white bread.
Its the wholemeal bread.
Though butter is terribly fattening,
i cant really seem to give a shit when
im stressed/depressed.
I mean which asshole wld?
She makes me HAPPY!,nth more.
(That sounds like the macs or kfc add,i cant rmb)
Saturday, July 21, 2007
FRIDAY.
Well fri i jus got
too many things to say.
Before art got screamed at!
MY POOR CLASS
WITH TOTALLY INNOCENT PPL.
Okay leave tht.
Then had PE.
I got to say thts the only PE i felt
i act took PE.
Cause i perspired?
HEH.
Sch was really fine.
Though i felt abit emo in the middle
of the day.
Ohh well.
Thinking of some stuff really
makes me think.
THE BEST PART IS
SAWW EYECANDAE.
Ohh God she makes me H A P P Y.
Well act not only her ofcourse.
After sch had NP.
I tell u dunno why but
the whole dayy i jsut felt tired.
So carrying my tired ass for Np
was just simply close to impossible.
But oh well.
NP was fine.
It was soo fine that I was fine.
HEH.
Then after NP
bought bubble tea w Wenhui and zhiying as usual.
Then this veri brilliant WH
left her cardboard in her lockerr.
OMG.
Just imagine it was arld 7 plus
the sch wld bee superr dark right
obviously.
So she dared not go by herself.
So me zhiying ran all the way
back to the locker with her.
Had o run across the road somemore
we prob looked a lot like pathlight escapes.
When we went inside.
It was damn dark pls her locker area.
Its place the the track.
No lights were on.
SCARYY.
Lucky we accompanied her man.
By the time i reached hme was like
8 30.
& I hope that there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you..
at
Thursday, July 19, 2007
I try & try but my obsession wont let me leave.
Im tired and i forgot almost everything that
has happened this entire week.
Thanks to NP training
i feel atleast fit.
I no longer see the bulging
unsightly sight of my tummy.
But its just the darnit coners
of my hips that are frigging faat.
OMG.
Ohkay i dun care.
Guess i gotta start off with my crashdiet*
once again.
OHH MY.
Oh yeah caught harry potter
on wed.
It was nice a must say.
Just that it was a bit too
short i felt.
Cho chang shld go
suck balls.
Shes damn uglyy.OHH MY.
Okay whatever not like Daniel is handsome
himself:P
Ron is cute.
Well i dunno but he is quite hot
i feel.
HAH,
Hermoine, do i have to comment
on that babe?
HEH.
OHHkay my HEALTHY
Chapati
(the healthier version of prata?)
is waiting for mee mee mee.
Yes me.
So buhbyee!
U simply rock my world.
Youyouyou yes you(((:
at
Monday, July 16, 2007
GIRL OHH GIRL!
YOU!THE CUTE ONE!
Guess im gg gaga over you.
at
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Im eating corn.
Just got abit high from
talking to ganny on the phone just now.
Ohh well.
Im bored and i feel lost.
I donno what to wear tmr.
Prob most to most get kicked out of the sch.
Okay i wanna
go get another corn.
So BAABYE.
Lizz:Yes,arseehole*hugs back*
Lh:OHHKAY CHARLS I CAN SEE THAT<<
Mander:Oh hey.
at
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Im in serious shit
i feel totally lost
if im asking for help
its only because
being with you
has opened my eyes
cld i ever believe
such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself
wondering how
i keep closing my eyes
but i cant block you out
Wanna fly to a place
where there's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
And im all mixed up
feeling cornered and rushed
they say tis my fault
but i want it so much
wanna fly her away
where the sun and the rain
come in over my face
wash away all the shame
when they stop and stare-
don worry me
cause im feeling for her what
shes feelign for me
i can try to pretend
i can try to forget
but its driving me mad
going out of my head
Mother,looking at me
tell me what do you see?
Yes, i've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me,
will i ever be free?
Have i crossed the line?
All the things she said
Tatu
Gosh i rmb listening to this
song when i was in pri sch.
Okay well
seriosuly
life's being a total bitch.
Its like this contradicting,
way beyond control,
useless kind of bitch.
I dont know what to say.
Everything that has happened
before will not happen again
is what i fugured out.
Okay maybe some things do.
But the stuff u enjoyed in the past
are the stuff u detest now.
Its weird but hell
thts what life is abt,
well atleast from what i feel.
But it cld be the other way round aswell,
something u used to hate
cld be soemthing u are
so into now.
Well mayeb that!makes more sense
in my life.
Okay there has to be a reason
for everything right?
Like they say
everything happens for a reason.
Well then why dont i get my reasons
to whatever that has been
going on?
I swear im super
lost.
What suddenly
everything has changed.
Thts why.
My life is really beyond control.
My emotions are beyond control.
My new anger is beyond control.
My thoughts are beyond cotrol.
So basically everything
that WAS under my control
is now beyond MY control.
Its time its time
i swear for the last time
its time i start changing myself.
I know its hard to change but its worse not to.
Its like changing plaster.
Cos when u take it out it sticks on
the wound and it hurts.
But once its done the feeling is way better
with a new plaster.
Same goes ..
Moving on is hard.
But holding on is harder.
Oh shit tht sounds like
like the "quit smoking"
advertisement.
"Quiting is hard,
but not quiting is harder"
Whoa,
at
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Desperate for changing
starving for truth
im closer to where i started
chasing after you
Im falling even more
in love with you
letting go of all i've
held on to
im standing here until you make me move
im hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all im lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me now
there's nth else to lose
there's nth else to find
there's nth in the world
that can change my mind
there's nth else
there's nth else
there's nth else..
Hanging by a moment
Lifehouse
Sch was fine.
As usual it past quite fast.
I saw the rainbow.
Happily made a wish.
But hell,
its something i regret now.
Ok damn.
Alright i dun feel well.
Like totally not me at all.
Gotta go take a nap maybeee.
There's this
*something* abt you.
I just realised it today.
How well.
at
Friday, July 6, 2007
Well lately have
been seriously
lost confused ashamed.
And i dont know why.
All of a sudden
i feel like i need to be alone.
My mixed emotions are
getting more and more
um...mixed?
Oh well
whatever it is life has to go on
somehow..
Tamil class was hilarious.
Atleast we were not like
low and tired this time.
Yes ohh yes,
Mon luckily the timing is shifted to tues
free period.
So..
i can go hme early!
Well not much of a diff its still
at 2 but better than 4 rright.
After sch went for NP.
I tell u forced myself
to carry the rifle ah.
Btw it was a dummy.
If i had carried the
actual one
i probably wld have made my
wrist worst.
Came back hme
super tired.
Yet quarrelled
w her.
I just stopped
talking and hung up the fone.
I cldnt stand it la.
those times..
can i buy them back?
at
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Aug is nearing
the time of pain is replaying.
Hope i can handle it.
at
I have been
gg thru serious pain.
Oh well this bloody wrist
is killing me.
I cant even write prop
ah.Crazzzzy
Okay i so wanna
watch kal ho na ho
now now now!
GODD!
wHATS WITH THIS
FUCKING CRAVINGSS!
I WAS NOT SUPPOSE
TO TOUCH MACS.
BUT FUCK.
SHIT HAPPENED.
Companied pris to go book court
opp kovan macs.
Then we wanted to pee
so went into mac toilet.
Then wanted to eat ice cream.
I SWEAR ITS BEEN 777777 YRS SINCE
I ATE IT.
So yea.
But guess what
we truly were expr poverty ah.
NO CASSSH!
My precious 20 bucks went
to some stupid rent for
some cd.
Idiotic me mann.
Yup then yea.
Li wen came along
like some saviour!
Haha.
Then we borrowed 2 bucks frm her.
Bought ourselves a double cheese plain.
Then shared half half.
How pathetic.
But hey better than nth!
Then what else headed hme.
OMG THAT DAY IN THE BUS
GOSH SERIOUS HOTT STUFF!
Told my bro go "hunt" for him.
HOHO.
cos i rather u not smile
at all.
at
Monday, July 2, 2007
Thats all for the damn walk a jog shit.
After that was the fun part.
Had NP shoot at Home team academy.
At first i was like
seriously nervous
to handle the real revolver
but then after handlin.
Boy was it cool!
HAH.
My shots not bad!
haha.
Yep.
Thats all i think happened.
at
I hope this is the last time
im saying this.
I cant stand this anymore.
Its getting over me.
Now i cant do anything
except thinking of it.
Sometimes i wonder
how things can change
to such extend.
Cause to me
i wld have prefered
all tht not happening
than now,
that things have changed.
I just cld not keep these
inside of me.
I've led it out.
Im feeling better
atleast fine.
There's a lot more to this.
But oh well.
Enough is enough.
I can't go on.
AND HELL YEAH!
I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS ALRD!
HAHA
NTH MUCH IT WAS SERIOSULY BREATH-TAKING!
at
