Im in serious shit
i feel totally lost
if im asking for help
its only because
being with you
has opened my eyes
cld i ever believe
such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself
wondering how
i keep closing my eyes
but i cant block you out
Wanna fly to a place
where there's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

And im all mixed up
feeling cornered and rushed
they say tis my fault
but i want it so much
wanna fly her away
where the sun and the rain
come in over my face
wash away all the shame
when they stop and stare-
don worry me
cause im feeling for her what
shes feelign for me
i can try to pretend
i can try to forget
but its driving me mad
going out of my head

Mother,looking at me
tell me what do you see?
Yes, i've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me,
will i ever be free?
Have i crossed the line?


All the things she said
Tatu


Gosh i rmb listening to this
song when i was in pri sch.
Okay well
seriosuly
life's being a total bitch.
Its like this contradicting,
way beyond control,
useless kind of bitch.
I dont know what to say.
Everything that has happened
before will not happen again
is what i fugured out.
Okay maybe some things do.
But the stuff u enjoyed in the past
are the stuff u detest now.
Its weird but hell
thts what life is abt,
well atleast from what i feel.
But it cld be the other way round aswell,
something u used to hate
cld be soemthing u are
so into now.
Well mayeb that!makes more sense
in my life.
Okay there has to be a reason
for everything right?
Like they say
everything happens for a reason.
Well then why dont i get my reasons
to whatever that has been
going on?
I swear im super
lost.
What suddenly
everything has changed.
Thts why.
My life is really beyond control.
My emotions are beyond control.
My new anger is beyond control.
My thoughts are beyond cotrol.
So basically everything
that WAS under my control
is now beyond MY control.

Its time its time
i swear for the last time
its time i start changing myself.
I know its hard to change but its worse not to.
Its like changing plaster.
Cos when u take it out it sticks on
the wound and it hurts.
But once its done the feeling is way better
with a new plaster.
Same goes ..
Moving on is hard.
But holding on is harder.
Oh shit tht sounds like
like the "quit smoking"
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"Quiting is hard,
but not quiting is harder"
Whoa,