i cannot find a way to describe it
its there inside all i do is hide
i wish tht it wld jus go away..
whatwld u do?
u do if u knew?
what wld u do?

all the pain i thought i knew
all the thoughts lead back to u.
back to what was never said back and forth
inside the head
i cant handle this confusion
im unabled come and take me away



Guess i cldnt control my emotions today.
Oh well no point crying over spilled milk.
But gotta figure a way to clean it up.
Well,in my situation guess i gotta live w the fact
tht im jus like tht.
and though im bloody discouraged
i gotta work like what Zillion times harder!
Right now my emotions are out of control
but atleast i've let it all
out so i feel rather at ease now.
Thx to all who made me feel better.

Thanks teletubbie for the best hugs each time.
Thanks brenda for the stupid funny faces.
Thanks charls and penelopee!for the talk and all the crap.
Thanks CHANGGERR for being gay each time and cheering
ppl up w ur humour.
Thanks teo shak and EMAK for the hugs and comforting words.






Trying not to swear but
i gotta swear this.
Im certainly gna miss u guys like what
truckloads?
I dunno but im not sure about us
being like this anymore nxt yr.
Time changes things.
Things changes ppl.
Oh well.





And RAHH THIS SONG.

i always needed time on my own.
I nvr thought i'll need u there when i cry...
When u walk away i count the steps tht u take.
Do u see how much i need u right now?

I never felt this way before.
Everything tht i do
reminds me of you.


al the words i need to hear to always
help me get thru the day
ad make it okay...
i miss you..