You guys make me look forward to CCA each time <3




Mummy why cant you be like this all the time huh?



Im so strung out on you,i can t barely move but i like it.



fUCK this moment fuck this feeling.
Ohh godd for hell's sake i dun want to
feel like this anymore.
Im jus sick of this whole contradiction.
Ohh damn,i completely abhor
myself right now.
Im like the worst thing alive in this hse pls.
Oh yes, im lousy and dumb and fat and mad.
If only sch was equally fucked.
The way i behave in sch is jus crazy and dumb.
Cos i feel at ease when im like tht.
I dun understand myself.
What more expect others to understand me?
The things i used to want
were never mine.
The things i dun want anymore
jus come rushing up to me now for what?
Sometimes i just cant seem to figure out life.
I just wish i cld turn back time.
I wld have been a better daughter,rather thankful.
I wld have been a much much better friend,not a bitch.
I wld have been a slimmer asshole,unlike now some fatso
who's life is getting more and more miserable.

I was too bored tht i started to wonder
seriously,IF ONLY i cld turn back time..


I love my mum.
She changed my impression of her on Sun,her bday.
She was so thankful for wht i had bought for her.
She was happy the whole day why,
cause its her bday and she wanted to be happy for her sake?
Hell no,cause i was at my nicest and helped her w the chores.
Ohh boy, now i know how i
can frustrate her so much tht she can scream and yell at me
everyday.
Hais.
We can only yell at ppl whom we love.
And know they'll still love us no matter what.
We only joke with the ones we love.
&we only hurt the ones who love us.




Like what u did.