Im opened your closed.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i know i havent been blogging.
i know ive been too busy lately.
i also know im lazy,so yeah let the pics speak
it all(:

Yes fuck,i miss u fucking lotzz.
Hate the new fuck.

SLLAMMM the DAAAMN POETRY=D

yes luh yes,jovvee&sonia luh yes.

yes luh yes,pimmala luh pimmalaaaaa!!

somehow,u cant beat us at this=D

cmon charlie lets go horny=D

one and only,lovable teletubbie.

Nita's specs.
Eh ehh,not bad.

kissable love.

shes the sweetest sis<3

mirrors<3

Im shorter and fatter thank you.

spotlight=D

CMI?
No,we ahh de belly good ahhliannxzz=0
(stay away)

a smile speaks it all=)

speak no evil,kiss no evil=)

I felt like a fish all of a sudden during Physics.

2.3's state during music lesson.
we are in CIRCLES!wow

!the taiti gang=D

Yesiagree im on drugs:/

yup,this is love<3

ganney's best photographic skill,lol.

yes,u do look a cat lh=D

Charls<3

Penelopee:Ahhhh thankks,really(:
Lh:LOL?
Jovee:Yes u do give the best hugs<3
Rae:Yes bimbo i cant help it but to say tht:D

~somehow,u jus got me smiling to myself.

at 1:54 AM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i cannot find a way to describe it
its there inside all i do is hide
i wish tht it wld jus go away..
whatwld u do?
u do if u knew?
what wld u do?

all the pain i thought i knew
all the thoughts lead back to u.
back to what was never said back and forth
inside the head
i cant handle this confusion
im unabled come and take me away

Guess i cldnt control my emotions today.
Oh well no point crying over spilled milk.
But gotta figure a way to clean it up.
Well,in my situation guess i gotta live w the fact
tht im jus like tht.
and though im bloody discouraged
i gotta work like what Zillion times harder!
Right now my emotions are out of control
but atleast i've let it all
out so i feel rather at ease now.
Thx to all who made me feel better.

Thanks teletubbie for the best hugs each time.
Thanks brenda for the stupid funny faces.
Thanks charls and penelopee!for the talk and all the crap.
Thanks CHANGGERR for being gay each time and cheering
ppl up w ur humour.
Thanks teo shak and EMAK for the hugs and comforting words.

Trying not to swear but
i gotta swear this.
Im certainly gna miss u guys like what
truckloads?
I dunno but im not sure about us
being like this anymore nxt yr.
Time changes things.
Things changes ppl.
Oh well.

And RAHH THIS SONG.

i always needed time on my own.
I nvr thought i'll need u there when i cry...
When u walk away i count the steps tht u take.
Do u see how much i need u right now?

I never felt this way before.
Everything tht i do
reminds me of you.

al the words i need to hear to always
help me get thru the day
ad make it okay...
i miss you..

at 5:34 AM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

back:D

TODAAY AT PS(yet again) :D

omg,i like this!(sarah,clues ah(: )

nice nice i knw i knw(:

YESTT AT PS((:

i shld have cheated for D&T.(ohh weell shhh.secret)

i tell u if i ahte the money i wld have bought these(:

interchange w all the horny daniels is just "whoo" (;
my lovable teletubbie flend(:

me,ganney & laokuku(spelling?)

HEY YOU!
U ARE WARNEDD I SWEAR!
THERE IS A LIMIT TO EVERYTHING.
EVEN YOUR SHIT.
THERE IS A LIMIT TO THE AMT
OF SHIT U SHIT OUT EVERYDAYY.
SOO DON THINK UR SHITT CAN REACH
THE SUN.
ITS FAAR TOO MUCH IM TELLING YOU.
PLS REMIND URSELF
EACH TIME U DO SUCH THINGS THT
U DON KNOW A SHIT ABOUT ME.
UNLESS U BELONG TO THE
"STALKISH" TYPE.
THE TYPE I TOTALLY DETEST!
JUST SO YOU KNOW.

mind you.

at 4:07 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

the result

tHATS WHY!
I DON STUDY IN THE AFTERNOONS!
But ohh well forced myself to
cause i had something impt to do
later.
So well.
I actually manage to do math
cause it was just practising.
But for physics im giving myself whole of tmr
to complete.
Am home alone now.
Loving it.

omggg!
HD MELON is my joy!
<3

at 4:46 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

Geog stress overr!

The teletubbie love.
We love our Daniels okay!

Charls was crazy.I got a shock when i saw her on the floor looking so ____(:

crazy horny gays w one poor bimbo!

once again

:)

Well the test was abit screwed.
We'll see how.

u've seriously gotten on my nerves for sure.

at 12:00 AM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Am feeling super low,lousy.
The fact is i am lousy prob thts why im feeling
low.Well i really dunno whats gna become of me if
i go on like this.I shld change yea,but fuck
how to?
Seems like a big prob this is.
Urghh gotta revise but cant seem to.
My thoughts just are nvr here.
Its somewhere else.
And i cant seem to get it back.
Too distracted i guess.
Hmmm.I have been eating like
some mad bitch.
But ohh well.
No point being bothered to be
slim when ur lousy right?
Yes im a sucker.
A dumb stupid useless one.
Thts why im nvr happy.

Andd i only blame myself.

at 1:20 AM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Yest some fuck happened at hme.
I cldnt handle it i swear.
My sickening bro is
acting like a some
fucked up fuckerr
who seriously fucking needs a wake
up call.
Whoa damn you la cb.
This yr o's u still wanna
fucking smoke and ruin your damn bloody health?
Go onl like some jerk instead of fucking hell
studying?Going out to meet
her like shes gna help u pass o's.
Talking to her every night like there's
fucking no tmr for the both of you whoa.
Superr ass mann.
Whatever yeah yeah
all those fucking idiots who
get themselves in a MESS getting involved
in relationships at this fucking age.
Whats w this whole love crap shit w relationship
shits man?
Like u wld die living a single or something?
WTFF??

Okay drop tht.
Ltes tlak bout today.
In the morn had to give myself sometime to wake
up to myself again.
As last nights vulgar lang,violent moves
and fucking hurting words
were still running thru my head.
Got back geog paper.
I did super fucking bad.
I was damn bloody disappointed.
But its not the end.
Gotta work like a mad bithc for the CT.
Yup.
And yes im a fatso.
I gotts lose tht fucking KG.
So yeah.
OMgoodness.
So much too do.
Gotta start gymming and all those
shitty bad habits to stay slim again
AFTER CT.
Cause if i don eat i will
get tht stupid headache.
And i wld feel like either
jus gg to bed or vomiting.
Yuch tht feeling sucks so yea.
Guess there will be less Np sessions alrd.
So will have mor etime for myself and
others.
There's so much to catch up on.
Gotta catch up w some ppl aswell.

Yuck i hate tht asshole shit sucker.
Yay i finnaly manage to use tht word
again after a looong search for
a person who suits the words best!
And tht shitass is some ass la okay.
Wait i get suspended for such "CRIME"
Nono im not evil.
But seriosuly she sucks sooo muchhhh la.
Omg i hate her hate her and yes.
Totally hate her.
I just cant face the fact tht i cld
act stand her last time.
omggggggg!

Okkkkk!!
Oh yea today's break was quite hilarious.
Haha all thx to "GA" the fugly babe and toh toh
penelope tohh.
HAH.
OOOOKKKAAAYY!
BUHBYE.

Family ties family ties!!!!!!!
Fuck the word family for i hate it soo muchh now.

Seriously was it my fault?

at 2:33 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007

As i predicted,i got my period.I really hate it.I wanted to go for a jog.
But damn im stuck at home changing pads.How exciting.And my trought is killing me.
RAHHH!!

Obesity kills.
And i swear its killing me day by day.
9th Aug duh ND had lunch at muthu's curry rest.
Then went over to grandma's to celebrate her bday.
There i saw my aunt and all.
And damn the first thing she told my mum when she saw me was
"hey dharsh has put on huh!her face is way chubbier now"
omfg!!
I tell u was frustrated yet smiling.
Wth pls.So damn fucking adding on to my uncontrollable misery pls.
Fuck it.And at home i have mum who says im fine im fine but wth
im not.And she just does not seem to understand and she makes me
eat and eat and eat.Almost everyday the food goes either down the
toilet bowl or dustbin.
Darnit.Im wasting food and yea ofcourse im guilty.
But hey what am i suppose to do?
Cant wait for sch.
Im gna be str8 hme after sch to revise.
Ct is here damnit!
So i gotttaa start serious mugging.

Ohkay guess thts all for now.
Im gg for some show at NUS ltr.

the things i've done is not enough.Never will be enough.

at 11:05 PM

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

OHHH BOY!
NDP OVER!
SAD? HAPPY?
MIXED?
HELL YEAH MIXED.
HAPPY CAUSE WE DID KINDA WELL I THOUGHT.
SAD CAUSE ITS THE LAST SESSION WITH SEC FOUR MA'AMS.
OHH MY.
THTS DAMN SADD.
We had pizza from Officers,CIs=)
My gossh thanks a zillion for tht.
It was verry filling and tasty.
And yea the green tea too.

And not forgetting wht the ma'ams gave us!
M&Ms!w a sweet note.
Maami!
It was a nery nice way to end it all.
HAH.
Ohkay.
Back to the parade.
The sun was not as hot as how it
was during rehearsals.
Ohh well.
Lucky.
the pri sch were damn irritaing i have to say.
The commands very funny right?
laugh laugh.
Come and command la.
STUPID GILA IMMATURE LITTLE ROWDY MORONS!!
hEH.
After parade had the concert.
WHoa not bad ah.
Our sch got lotsa talented ppls.
I really enjoyed the D'arts performance.
Its was really well planned and performed.
I like the way they remix and changed the songs.
Very amusing.
OKok i guess im in the [very good] mood now.
HEH HEH.
Yea and the performance by the China students(our guests)
was reallly very classical and professional.
Haha.
Np went abit wild during the comm singing.
The funniest was when dearest Wen hui was abit
on the drunk side tht she pushed sheryl then she
pushed brenda then they both fell down.
Then the CULPRIT stand there and laugh.
Whoa best ah.
Crazy mann.
I loved the vibration when
we were singing will you.
Cause the GB girls were jumping.
I tell u damn nice the vibration.
Haha.
Im not being sacarstic but really.
The NP HUR was just tooo ..um HUR?
At first when deeksha was marching
on stage i was like "ohh my wht is she doing?"
But then i realised it was a MUST do thing for Ugrps.
My fav song!!
We will get there
was in the video.
And darnit so was i.
But i looked terribly fat
and dumb pls.
Omg terribleee!
Then they also screened the horrible sessions
of our march.
But i know i know today's was better.
I realise tht when u act sing the
National anthem it finishes faster.
HAH.
So im gna sing frm now on((:

Ohkay guess thts all for today.
After NP went mac just to buy coke.
Coke craving?
So yea bought then headed straight hme.
Damn tired now..

In advance for tmr((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLYNNIS MA'AM!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER'S MOTHER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE LUCKY
ASSHOLES WHO GET TO ENJOY THEIR BDAY
TO THE FULLEST EVERY YEAR CAUSE ITS
A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!

there's still a long long way to go.

at 12:53 AM

Monday, August 6, 2007

You guys make me look forward to CCA each time <3

Mummy why cant you be like this all the time huh?

Im so strung out on you,i can t barely move but i like it.

fUCK this moment fuck this feeling.
Ohh godd for hell's sake i dun want to
feel like this anymore.
Im jus sick of this whole contradiction.
Ohh damn,i completely abhor
myself right now.
Im like the worst thing alive in this hse pls.
Oh yes, im lousy and dumb and fat and mad.
If only sch was equally fucked.
The way i behave in sch is jus crazy and dumb.
Cos i feel at ease when im like tht.
I dun understand myself.
What more expect others to understand me?
The things i used to want
were never mine.
The things i dun want anymore
jus come rushing up to me now for what?
Sometimes i just cant seem to figure out life.
I just wish i cld turn back time.
I wld have been a better daughter,rather thankful.
I wld have been a much much better friend,not a bitch.
I wld have been a slimmer asshole,unlike now some fatso
who's life is getting more and more miserable.

I was too bored tht i started to wonder
seriously,IF ONLY i cld turn back time..

I love my mum.
She changed my impression of her on Sun,her bday.
She was so thankful for wht i had bought for her.
She was happy the whole day why,
cause its her bday and she wanted to be happy for her sake?
Hell no,cause i was at my nicest and helped her w the chores.
Ohh boy, now i know how i
can frustrate her so much tht she can scream and yell at me
everyday.
Hais.
We can only yell at ppl whom we love.
And know they'll still love us no matter what.
We only joke with the ones we love.
&we only hurt the ones who love us.

Like what u did.

at 4:00 AM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

EH EH EH EHHLOO!
The past few days i've been quite
happy/ high whatever u'll take it as.
Hoho.Just soo happy
i dont know for what reason.
And and yea.
Mood swings aswell.
My PERIOD IS COMING.
Yay!
Which means i wont eat
and wont look as bloated and horrible.
Cos i just tend to hav noo appetite when
i have that.

Today Geog was fun!
Well act its fun everyday.
But today is the more FAAANN.
Me teletabi and Charls went high.
Act more of the tired version of high.
K stop thts shit.
Aiyerr dunno lah okay.
Just started laughing and stuuurff.
And yea i dropped the eraser and asked Chaarls
one stupid ques.
Regarding pubs and high birth rate.
Im sure u cant guess.
Unless u are a teletabi.
oMG TELETABIES ARE EVIL.
SOO AM I.HEH HEH HEH!
IM THE ONE WHO DWELLS WITHIN
CAINE?
Ok thts damn evil.
Will i be suspended Ms _?
Well don don cos im not a
teletabi anymore.
I have transformed.
Into...big bird?
ok back to teletabies.
Tinky winkie is gay!
Dipsy sounds more like disney.
Lala is kinda cute..
But ohhh noo!
Its rather evil i suppose?
POh can just suck balls.
I can even hear when it speaks!
ARSSE.
But i was a fan of thosee
colourful moronic idiots can u believe!
OMgashhh.
But i was a greater fan of
Barney!
HEH HEH.
And sesame street!
Whoo big bird makes me high.
Oh not forgetting ELMO'S WORLD TOO.
OMG that cute little fella.(puppet)
I DID NOT HAVE DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD LIKE CHARLS.HAHAHA:D

K after sch took bus w Ganney and zzzz possible.
Then yea ganney alighted then took bus hme.
ME and cass went into j8.
Looked arnd for a present for my mumma.
So once again thanks to
zzzz went into popular and got a mug.
Cos i was kinda broke.
Cos 50 bucks went to some fucktard cd rent.
K drop it.
I'll get pissed just thinking of it.
HAH.
I sound so moneyey minded.
Yea the mug's nice if only
they had a green one.
Awww mann.
My mum loves green.
sigh.
I saw lotsa niceee stuff at action city
cld have bought w tht 50 bucks allowance.
Damn.
alrrriggght!
I wanna gooo already.
(i sound like a 6 yr old spoilt brat)
OK I LOVE YOU
YOU
&
YOU
Thanks for making my day everyday esp today((:
Much looovvve man.

LOVE YOU TELETABI fren !!Hoho.

at 3:03 AM